Lying from You

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you always wanted to see When I pretend I cant forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but I cant pretend this is the way it stay Im just trying to bend the truth I cant pretend Im who you want me to be so Im Lying my way from you No no turning back now I wanna be pushed aside so let me go No no turning back now Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone No turning back now Anywhere on my own cuz I can see No no turning back now The very worst part of you is me I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fittin in And now you think this person really is me and Im Trying to bend the truth But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm Lying my way from you No no turning back now I wanna be pushed aside so let me go No no turning back now Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone No turning back now Anywhere on my own cuz I can see No no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you is ME This isnt what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like This This isnt what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like This This isnt what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like This This isnt what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like This no turning back now I wanna be pushed aside so let me go No no turning back now Let me take back my life Id rather be all alone No turning back now Anywhere on my own cuz I can see No no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you is me