Oh My God

Oh my god, wish I was thin Wish I was vain on more human being I'm just like them Stuck in the dirt I am a victim of my own self worth And now I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent Oh my god, wish I was black Wish I had soul and my music attacked I am so white, shine like the sun Just like we've been counting down to the one And I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent Oh my god, wish I could think Wish I could do something smarter than sing But I'm just a face Painted in mud Don't try for perfect it's never enough I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent Oh my god, wish I was dead Wish I could turn off the noise in my head Oh my god, wish I could breathe Not fair I want some monstrous screams Oh my god, wish I was numb The weight on my back didn't feel like a ton Oh my god, wish I could pray Believe in the words your religions all say Oh my god, wish I could swim Cause I'm gonna drown in depression again