GOIN THRU (feat. T'nah)

Statik Selektah Chorus: CJ Fly with T'nah Apex I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so much I been going through A battle that I won't lose I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so much I been going through A battle that I won't lose Fly Verse: CJ Fly Ever feel Iike you can't doing nothin' right Goin' insane and the frustration make you wanna fight Was looking down at this page and thinkin' what to write I'm livin' check to check and yet some people claim they want this life If only you knew this what it came with The brokest talk the most and I hate lookin' at my statements We bleed the same blood and we all going through the same shit Tryna make it this game, you're gonna need a lot of patience Logged off the cyber world and jumped out the matrix Had a pregnant scare when I broke through the latex What happens when you young and you just tryna have some great sex I done drank so much Patron, they tryna label me a patron Wanted to be numb so I could drown out my emotion Used it as a means of coping, all the spirits I'm evoking Realized that was the wrong thing, then I went back to weed smoking Had a couple sips of codeine, I was never into cocaine Not what I'm promotin', I ain't say be a drunk Might have tried a couple things, but I ain't say to do drugs I was going through some shit and these just gave me a buzz It's too late for you to judge, what can I say I was young Was aware of all my actions, that's cause I wasn't dumb Certain nights, I couldn't sleep, stayed up 'til I'd see the sun Stayed inside and hibernated if I got food and bud Always knew I had it in me, I knew I'd be the one One Chorus: CJ Fly with T'nah Apex I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so I been going through A battle that I won't lose I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so I been going through A battle that I won't lose Verse 2: T'nah Apex Came to the realization I thought I had built patience, but I was playin' Still got a ways to go At least I can say I know What I'm in for Lesson learned, how else it's taken a release to let go Had to recapture my soul, not made of wires and metal Bon soir, hello, now go program me, ho You gon' need that passport I don't want the shit that took a tour Huh, so you feel me, it's like 'Stead of second-guessing, I just think twice, oh Everybody think that I'ma play nice, oh But if I go ahead and do, I take Chorus: T'nah Apex with CJ Fly I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so much I been going through A battle that I won't lose I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to I ain't doing what I'm s'posed to People said, We want the old you There's so I been going through A battle that I won't lose Outro: T'nah Apex Ooh, ooh, oh Hey, no, mmm, mmm