Fake Happy

I read an old diary, That I had less, it seemed happier than now I read the people’s faces And I feel wasted All feels like lies Everybody laughing, looking charming Showing off on the feeds Why do I run hard for something? Oh- 또 새벽이 찾아 올 때면 Oh- Why do I feel fake happy? Always thought I’ve been dreaming It’s like I know I lost innocence How funny, a life full of nonsense Why do I feel like fading? Like crumpled notebook pages I’m constantly running for something but I fear what awaits me is fake happy 화면 속 내 모습이 어색해 보이지 마치 내가 아닌 듯이 So It’s like a dummy, filled with images that people would love me I don't even know the feeling of love I spent a lot of time on what can’t be touched What I’m holding on, it's just too hard to let go Oh- 또 새벽이 밝아 올 때면 Oh- Why do I feel fake happy? Always thought I’ve been dreaming It’s like I know I lost innocence How funny, A life full of nonsense Why do I feel like fading? Like crumpled notebook pages I’m constantly running for something but I fear what awaits me is fake happiness Why do I feel fake happy? Why did I run for something? Why do I feel fake happy? Why do I feel like fading? Always thought I’ve been dreaming Why do I feel like fading? Why do I feel fake happy? Always thought I’ve been dreaming It’s like I know I lost innocence How funny, a life full of nonsense Why do I feel like fading? Like crumpled notebook pages I’m constantly running for something Could it have already been close to me?