So Many Tears

I shall not fear no man, but God Though I walk through tha valley of death I shed so many tears Please God walk with me... Back in Elementry, I thrived on misery Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed As my mind couldn`t find a place ta rest Untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest Tell me can ya feel me ? I`m not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato No longer with us he`s deseased Call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets Now rest in peace Is there heaven for a `G` Remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary Shed so many tears Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now that i`m strugglin` in this business By any means, label me greedy gettin green But seldom seen And fuck tha world cuz i`m cursed I`m havin visions of leaven here in a hurse God can ya feel me ? Take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain Show me some happiness again I`m goin` blind I spend my time in this cell, ain`t livin` well I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ? My life is in denial And when I Die, babtised in Eternal Fire Shed so many tears... Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now i`m lost and i`m weary So many tears, i`m suicidal, so don`t stand near me My every move is a compilated step Ta bring me closer To embrace an early death now there`s nothing left There was no mercy on tha streets I couldn`t rest I`m barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace And though my soul was deleted, I couldn`t see it I had my mind full of deamons tryin` ta break free They planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame In my brain like a match, such a dirty game No memories, just misery Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep Will I survive till` tha morning ta see tha sun Please lord forgive me for my sins Cause here I come... Lord I suffer through tha years And shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Lord knows i`ve tried, been a witness ta homicide Drive-bys taken lives, little kids die Wonder why as I walk by Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin` high This ain`t tha life for me I wanna change But ain`t no future right for me I`m stuck in tha game I`m trapped inside a maze See this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy Disillusioned lately I`ve been really wanting babies So I could see a part of me that wasn`t always shady Don`t trust my lady Cause she`s a product of this poison, i`m hearen noises Think she`s fucken with my boys, can`t take no more I`m fallin` to tha floor Beggin` for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door I shed so many tears... Lord I lost so many peers And shed so many tears I lost so many peers, shed so many tears I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears