God Left My Heart

GOD LEFT MY HEART A LONG TIME AGO I’m gonna be flat out frank and tell it how it is I hate myself to the bones I’m a good seed in the wrong fucking field, caught up in lies I didn’t mean this to happen, didn’t think it could happen, oh I’m lost in the sea And I never learned how to swim God left my heart a long time ago He got out when the first bomb fell He’s no, no friend of mine And now I’m stuck with this black, cold, big-hate lump deep inside I’ve always thought of myself as a stand-up guy in rain in storm and in fire I treated you good, we were sparks in the sky and kites in the night But I am weak and I’m tall when I get wet on the dance floor, I’m no good for anyone And for causing you pain I’m always ashamed God left my heart a long time ago He got out when the first bomb fell He’s no, no friend of mine And now I’m stuck with this big, black, cold-hate lump deep inside