Staying Up

No food to eat all the money's been wasted from last week I can't even leave so I sleep in the basement making up rap beats Hot cup of tea it's four o'clock in the middle of the night and I can't sleep It's all on the peak so bad I can taste it while it eats me How can I sleep if I don't have dreams I just have nightmares How can it be I still believe something is out there Some part of me feels a little bit naked and empty I'm stuck underneath a few dirty old blankets to comfort me How can I sleep if I don't have dreams I just have nightmares How can it be I still believe something is out there How can I sleep if I don't have dreams I just have nightmares How can it be I still believe something is out there And there's a light and I can see why I'm still alive Mommy won't lie cause if she did I would've died All the time I sit and try you think I'd be down Every night I'm sick and why oh I'm staying up this time How can I sleep if I don't have dreams I just have nightmares How can it be I still believe something is out there How can I sleep if I don't have dreams I just have nightmares How can it be I still believe something is out there