By_myslf

What do I do to ingore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness? Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin I make the right moves but Im lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around Its too much to take in I cant hold back When Im stretched so thin I cant slow down Watching everything spin I cant look back Starting over again If I turn my back Im defenceless And to go blindly seems senceless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then theyll take from me til everything is gone If I let them go Ill be outdone But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun If Im killed by the questions like a cancer Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer By myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around Its too much to take in I cant hold back When Im stretched so thin I cant slow down Watching everything spin I cant look back Starting over again Dont you know I cant tell you how to make it go No matter what I do,