11 Am

seven am the garbage truck beeps as it backs up and I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away Could I push rewind The credits traverse signifying the end but I missed the best part Could we please go back to start Forgive my indecision Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride eleven am by now you would think that I would be up but my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made And what did I find I never thought I could want someone so much 'cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear Forgive my indecision I am only a man Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride Twelve pm and my dusty telephone rings Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be I hope it's you