My Heart Is A Fist

I surrender, I know I've been a pretender You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well I wave my flag I sound the alarm Somebody stop me before I do any harm I surrender I know I've been a pretender I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life I'm burning under the spotlight My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before I say goodbye To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape So watch me fall from grace - watch me carve my hate In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me You don't notice me You don't notice me You don't notice me I'm screaming while I pray While I pray While I pray You don't notice me I'm sick of you... I am done with you... I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again