Trying to Feel Alive

well do you feel better now i thought i’d run until the sky came out and with the sunlight on my face something changed and just trying to feel alive you climbed a mountain - are you satisfied as you stand at the top you already want to do this one more time maybe it’s a gift that i couldn’t recognize maybe i don’t really need to feel satisfied maybe it’s a gift that i spend all this time just trying to feel alive maybe i don’t really wanna be satisfied maybe it’s a gift that i couldn’t recognize maybe this all - maybe this was all and then somebody somewhere finds the warmth of summer in the songs you write maybe it’s a gift that i couldn’t recognize trying to feel alive