Groundhog Day

I know since I got my deal and shit got real I ain't been the easiest nigga to deal with I'm heavily flawed But far from a false prophet I'm a mufucking honorable Folarin Cassius Muhammad McGregor Conor of these rap artists Why you talking Mufucking Groundhog's Day The most highly underrated of my generation Behind them crooked smiles niggas neglect to embrace me Respect is in order now My liquor is more to y'all You throwing little shots we catching some cases Lot of niggas hate to love me or they love to hate me Labeled as reckless and crazy by my record label Doctors say it's bipolar disorder he diagnosing me wrong It's obviously depressing counting blue faces Hey here go that real shit Battling anxiety and privately them percocets Purchased like 30 of them murdered them in like 30 hours Weight of the world on my shoulders bet I military press I remember me and Cole would open for Hov Everyday a star is born I guess I died in the womb I ain't make it on Blueprint so made me a blueprint You got you a nice watch my minutes was finished I was lost at Interscope Contemplating on copping a block from Benning Road Thoughts of suicide cause who gon' want you alive when Niggas you used to ride with cry with all that high shit Talking down in they interviews I ain't forget that Scott Only difference is I didn't get no sympathy calls to get back up I just heard a song about me on a hip hop blog from a kid I know Some niggas say a hip hop God It hit home cause there's some truth this I know This ace I go I get psycho when shit get dark Boy when shit get dark Like Laurene Powell I've gotten married to a job I drop my jewels spit my bars I get mine off I be pissed off Should get more props but still I Pimp hard drink hard liquor to forget my thoughts Push 3 buttons I make the joint spin Balrog hey Hoes say I'm the realest Most hated on Twitter Not to cause a situation but what side of my biracial friends call me they nigga Forget it I'm jih tripping But my skin is made of chocolate a copper's bullets is diabetic My mind busy I'm sad daily though I deal with it My therapist terrible I'm a terrapin mellow trembling Real subtle though Tell them niggas SHINE coming they in trouble though I love my brother though I love my brother though That's why it's rest in peace to Tommy we still bumping Cole And they say For as the sun shines on candle mass day So far will the snow swirl until May For as the snow blows on candle mass day So far will the sun shine before May Now in layman's terms that means All you naysaying instigating player hating Niggas be safe though I'm on my way to Raleigh so grateful for that inspiration I'll see you at the game bro Ralph