Lucky You

As I write this song What can I say about my life Trying to right the wrong Fix my faults back in time Ticking time doesn't stop Stab my wrist and pull it Spacing out watching as the red fills my tub I'm so terrified something's taken over me Son of the one and only take the wheel I place my trust Now I'm feeling drowsy Lack of flow in my brain No more tame nature bloodstream I don't even know my name As I'm taken off of this land my soul escalates Into a dimension that I've never been Ghost of my past Keep me company in the dying night Shine a light what a time to be alive am I right Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab Yo Medicate me baby let me take these Keep me in a trance I don't wanna feel alive This night blinding light in my mind It's a tight space and a rock and I'm sitting right inside As I see my demons I'm scared I wanna ask you please stop Who are you Who are you baby I don't even recognize you Not a clue the universe just a picture in a book Struggling for a breath plastic bag on my head Draining life from my body and I'm just erratic so Reach right inside grab my heart pull it out Ruling out possibilities of what can be at the Finish line To the silent night I'll once more say goodbye Moon light's shining on me so brightly tonight Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab Lucky you Stab stab stab stab stab