Stains

Collected all the pain then I stored it up Scribbled on the page then I balled it up All I know is hurt but I call it love This town in my heart is all boarded up I thought it up The prophecy is self fulfilling And my self hatred doesn't help the feeling Being myself has never felt appealing I'm scared you'll find a way out When you know what I'm Made of If I can't get my stains out How long will you stay round Screaming for my life inside a burning room But all you hear is silence and the words assumed It didn't even happen but I heard the news Paranoia howling at the circle moon There's a version of my heart that I wear on my sleeve And another no-one needs to see Lock and key You must mean a lot to me This feels like a slot machine Once I pull the leaver I'm scared you'll find a way out When you know what I'm Made of If I can't get my stains out How long will you stay round