Grown up man

몇 번을 놓친 건지 잘 모르겠어 어쩌면 하나하나 셀 수도 없어 눈을 반쯤 감은 채로 또 잔뜩 가라앉은 소리로 나의 최대의 고고함을 한껏 뽐내곤 했지 지기 싫어 그랬던 건 아니야 나의 망할 완벽주의는 더욱 아냐 서로의 실수로부터 몇 번씩 구해주었어 라는 착각까지 모든 게 어렵기만 해 Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man 의심 없이 so 어른 man, so 어른 man, so 어른 man But I was nothing But I was nothing Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man 이제 보니 다 허름해 하나도 안 뭉쳐지네  But I was nothing But I was nothing Baby, how many times do I have to repeat? 이런 같잖은 말들 다 끌어안고  그렇게 며칠씩이나 고민했겠지 가라앉혀 마음의 흙탕물 섣불리 또 같은 실수할 뿐 나의 보잘것없는 말로 쉴 새 없이 쌓아온 날들 숨고 싶어져, 난 더욱 숨고 싶어져 Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man 의심 없이 so 어른 man, so 어른 man, so 어른 man But I was nothing But I was nothing Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man 이제 보니 다 허름해 하나도 안 뭉쳐지네  But I was nothing But I was nothing Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man (no, not a grown up man You’re not a grown up man) Thought I was so grown up man, so grown up man, so grown up man (no, not a grown up man You’re not a grown up man)