Hopeless

"Its been weeks since I felt good its time to get out of bed Not feeling like I should Sometimes I feel dead I see my life wasted all away Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down Wonder where the time has gone What day is it this week I wish that I could stop my head The future, it looks bleak I see my life, but that was yesterday Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that fucked up I feel hopeless I shut down No, I'm not a failure Maybe just fed up I'll never give up hoping I know thats just fucked up I'm not hopeless I'm not shut down I'm not hopeless I'm not shut down "