Loose Ends (Feat. Jorja Smith)

In love when the going is tough I wait 'til it falls on deaf ears Hearsay without the boundaries of love My take is I wish there was a better way Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Yo I been listening to Dreamy Days I'm in disarray I realise it's everybody else who's still astray I feel ashamed I know there ain't no savin' away They went astray I went Australia So what I'm supposed to say to 'em Uh when all this love's out of range Everything around me changed I'm supposed to stay the same Turn down these free drinks I couldn't even name And I like all this money 'cause I'm fuckin' up my brain I been goin' insane shelf full of family remains Brokenhearted is seein' none of them again I I pour the glass stick my head out in the rain Try and find another person I can blame Sat upon this plane uh And yo I'm prayin' that we don't crash 'Cause every night I shiver at the sight when we go back 'Cause every night could be my last and yeah I know that So I crack a smile 'fore it goes black trust In love when the going is tough I wait 'til it falls on deaf ears Hearsay without the boundaries of love My take is I wish there was a better way Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Trust uh I wish you'd been there when my dad had died Uh I wish you'd been there when my mother cried I I wish you'd been there in the drag of night To see my side look me in my eyes when I was paralysed And tell me everything's alright and push it to the side It's just a sacrifice at times I told a bag of lies But not a pack of lies we always told a couple ones Of course it was true you only knew me from the dramatise I feel an agonising risk 'cause in a thousand islands This is where I really wanna be when we were cracking wise 'Cause it was black and white literally black and white White from my mother and my father was the blackest skies Skies I I can see it's true I I see my mother up in you Shit I think my dad'd see it too Yo I just wish he knew uh In love when the going is tough I wait 'til it falls on deaf ears Hearsay without the boundaries of love My take is I wish there was a better way Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Uh I got a lot of love a lot of loose ends Way A lot of people that I wish I knew then Way Friends beckon every second you spend Way I'm wettin' the pen every letter you send Uh imagine all the friends you see most Each one you peggin' away Is dependin' on you puttin' pen to the page uh And so you break it down checking they're paid Another day you're heartbreakin' you resented the stage You feel that same rage Watch the crowd watch the stage thinkin' Shit Rather in the crowd with your mates drinkin' Misbehaviours catch another dame winkin' You feel ashamed guzzle Jagers your brain's sinkin' You think it's deep don't think it's depression A misspent adolescence But all this time all this time time's of the essence You would never learn from your lessons You're stuck in that same quintessence Heartbreak one in the same Days change but you're stuck in the game It's like she's tellin' you you're young enough to be at uni Somehow the one who sees through me