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I didn’t realize that the show was over No I didn’t realize that the show was over I didn’t realize that the show was over No I didn’t realize that the show was over 불행과 행복의 아슬아슬한 탱고 내 삶이 poetry 난 숨만 쉬어도 랭보 죽을 고생도 즐기면 다 여행 지옥에서 보낸 한 철 but I only got a tan I'm good I smile for my dear mama 아빠와 빼닮은 내가 울면 울던 그가 보일까봐 And I smile for my dad 다신 내 눈물 때문에 마음 아프지 않게 예전처럼 날지 못하면 어때 I survived it 떴다가 내려앉아 쌓인 건 스트레스 아닌 마일리지 세상은 말했지 The show’s over 냉소와 조소 다 못 들은 척 and I came through 여전히 불타는 내 적들의 hate도 내 예술의 땔감 So fuck you and thank you Curtain call 발 밑에 장미 아닌 화살 but I’ll never fall I didn’t realize that the show was over No I didn’t realize that the show was over I didn’t realize that the show was over No I didn’t realize that the show was over As time goes by 한숨만 쉬고 언제나 하늘 탓을 하며 땅을 치고 후회만 하니까 난 날지도 걷지도 날지도 걷지도 못한 건 아닐까 세월이 지나고 내 비전은 가면 갈수록 제자리 걸음 괜찮아 서 있어도 내 심장은 늘 뛰거든 나만 따라 뛰면 돼 내 심장마저 멈추기 전에 한 때 마신 윗공기는 그 구름 위로 뛰는 순간도 이미 낙하산을 폈을 때였나 열꽃이 붉게 피는 걸 보며 박수 치는 그들은 내 삶의 3분의 1도 떼어가 날 말했지 두고 봐 전부 우리가 시체인 줄 알고 밟아댄 새끼들 다 fuck you We back I didn’t realize that the show was over Don't you tell me that it's over No I didn’t realize that the show was over Look at me now You know that I'm here to stay I didn’t realize that the show was over Thank you It was nice to know ya No I didn’t realize that the show was over The show goes on I didn’t realize that the show was over No I didn’t realize that the show was over I didn’t realize I didn’t realize that the show was over