Renegade

I`m letting go To see if you`ll hold on to me I`m in doubt Of what is thought and what is real In our room Between the shapes I thought I knew A guillotine A pillow with feathers like snow I`ve come To a listening post beyond your lines I`m all ears To gather clues and look for signs But I can`t hear The song you sing while you try to soothe Why are you whispering While the bombs are falling Go easy on me I can`t help what I`m doing Go easy on me Oh I can`t help what I`m doing Hello again I buried you where have you been My renegade You came back from the labyrinth Unlike me You`ve looked for things that could be found And the thread That guides through black times Go easy on me I can`t help what I`m doing Go easy on me Oh I can`t help what I`m doing When thoughts Had outnumbered spoken words In the early hours We failed to establish Who was hurt Most