Forever Now

My name is Billie and I'm freaking out I thought therefore I was Well I can't really figure it out I sit alone with my thoughts and prayers Scream out my memories As if I was never there Standing at the edge of the world Is giving me the chills Looking down the edge of the world Lost in a tango It's freaking me out Burning lights and blackouts From the edge of the world From the edge of the world I'm like a punk rocker on Labor Day How the hell did I work so hard To be born this way I never learned to read or write so well Freaking out But I can play the guitar until it hurts like hell Standing at the edge of the world Is giving me the chills Looking down the edge of the world Lost in a tango It's freaking me out Burning lights and blackouts From the edge of the world From the edge of the world If this is what you call the good life I want a better way to die If this is what you call the good life I want a better way to die Oh I don't want to think about tomorrow Don't want to think about it Oh It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I wanna hear it on my radio I'll put it off another day I want a new conspiracy And the silence of a thousand cries So hurry up I want a better way to die I'm running late to somewhere now That I don't want to be Where the future and promises Ain't what it used to be I never wanted to compromise Or bargain with my soul How did a life on the wild side Ever get so full Somewhere now Somewhere now Somewhere now Somewhere now Oh I don't want to think about tomorrow Don't want to think about it Oh It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I want to hear it on my radio I'll put it off another day Oh I don't wanna think about tomorrow Don't wanna think about it Oh It doesn't matter anyway Oh I I wanna start a revolution I want to hear it on my radio I'll put it off another day I ain't gonna stand in line no more