MASOCHIST

I’ve been fighting for my dream Then I'd keep going But I'm getting older Now, it goddamn hurts when I fall I’ve still achieved many things after struggling through the hardships But why does the pain never become familiar Now, out of habit, I keep walking alone Not sure if my destination is gone Though I know I'll get hurt and I've lost my way Still I step on this journey like a fool every day Again, again, again, again Guess I'm on this thorn covered path again I might be a masochist Oh pain, oh pain, oh pain, oh this pain Been through it all since I was born So I can take on this much more It’s just a little bit of hurt Always swerving with the curve Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s journey Lately, I’ve had a strong desire of suicidal for the first time in a long while Sorry, I messed up the vibes But I had to tell you cuz I didn't want you to take it for granted And oh god, you’re such a prankster You must be Loki’s twin Never got used to your tricks I'm getting tired of your tricks Now father, please grant me a peace Now, out of habit, I keep walking alone Not sure if my destination is gone Though I know I'll get hurt and I've lost my way Still I step on this journey like a fool every day Again, again, again, again Guess I'm on this thorn covered path again I might be a masochist Oh pain, oh pain, oh pain, oh this pain Been through it all since I was born So I can take on this much more It’s just a little bit of hurt Always swerving with the curve Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s ... It’s just a little bit of hurt Always swerving with the curve Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s journey Still now, I keep walking on bloody feet Though my strength is draining oh shit Why can't I stop walking I must really be a masochist