Destructive

If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would rip out of my skin commit the sins oh I could if I could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night my conscience wouldn't care if I just went ahead and wrecked my life I want to be destructive trash everything in site beat the Devil at his game abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out one loud aching scream don't want anybody wanting anything from me I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go I wish you'd silence your opinion that's the last thing that I want to know I want to be destructive trash everything in site beat the Devil at his game abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out one loud aching scream don't want anybody wanting anything from me I'll fell better when I'm sane but now I want to feel no pain I'm really sick of thinking I just want to be destructive I want to be destructive trash everything in site beat the Devil at his game abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out one loud aching scream don't want anybody wanting anything from me