Sleepless Nights

I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares As they come to life I feel my heart beat right out of my chest and I think I might be losing the fight I might be losing it I live inside my poisoned mind It leaves me paralyzed it leaves me paralyzed My visions blurred My words are slurred I think I might might die tonight This shadow follows me It always keeps me on the edge I know that I would never jump So why cant I step back from the ledge Am I losing control You take me to the darkest places I have ever been I think I feel it coming back again Why am I terrified of everything I used to love Save me from myself I don't want to hate who I've become Inhale exhale Why is it so hard to breathe Inhale exhale Why isn't this working If I live to see the other side of this I swear I'll never take for granted any happiness I never knew what i had until it was gone How long will this go on Why am I terrified of everything I used to love Save me from myself I don't want to hate who I've become Tell me that tomorrow when I wake up I'll be fine I just want to be myself again I want to know that I'm alive Tell me is there something that I'm learning from this I try my best to make the most of it Maybe i just need to see the bigger picture Show me how it ends If I have to feel this forever I'd rather feel nothing at all Bring me back to life I just can't take another sleepless night Bring me back to life Give me the clarity to see the light I know that you can take this away So I'm praying that today is the day Oh I pray that today is the day Bring me back to life Why am I terrified of everything I used to love Save me from myself I don't want to hate who I've become Tell me that tomorrow when I wake up I'll be fine I just want to be myself again I want to know that I'm alive Please give me peace Give me joy Give me sanity Give me hope Give me love Give me truth