i'm just afraid, i'm so afraid

I gave you a million chances not to stay and stick by me And I told you all the reasons why I am not worthy You keep on saying you don’t care unless I need to be free (it’s not wanting to be free) I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid I’ll find a way and then one day you’ll want to leave me I made myself believe that nothing could work out for me That any possibility would end in worry I think I know why i’m so scared of letting somebody in I’ve seen it falling dirty way too many times I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid I’ll find a way and then one day you’ll want to leave me I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid I’m just afraid, I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid