Out Of It

Inside my body, I'm a stranger Stuck in a place that never changes The world around me, seems unaffected But here I am behind the bars in my own prison Behind the bars in my own prison All my worst memories on repeat It's like my mind is the stuck on rewind, it's a vicious cycle that I can't break free I'm holding on but, it won't be long till I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie I feel the pressure and it's hard to break Is it to late to, make an escape to somewhere that I might have a second to think Without this dark cloud following me Locked inside of a nightmare, I think I threw away the key And I'm so afraid of the ending Cause all I see is me losing I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie All of reality starts to disappear again When I'm stuck inside my head, someone get me out of it When I scream in my dreams, no one hears me And when i wake I'm still alone, so I fall back asleep When I bleed I start to feel but it leaves me empty I start to believe there's no saving me I used to think I had it under control Now darkness follows everywhere that I go No one can see it so I feel all alone I'm dying inside but I don't let it show My walls are caving in I'm suffocating Get me out I get so deep inside, I don't think I'll be coming out alive I tell myself that everything's alright but, I can't believe it when I know it's a lie All of reality starts to disappear again When I'm stuck inside my head, someone get me out of it My eyes start to cross and I am slipping away again God I hope it's not the end, someone et me out, get me out of it